Travel Training Video...

In Todays mail I received the training dvd.
I know that this means we are 1 step closer.
now only 1000 more steps to go.

My emotions have been coming in waves lately.
Somedays I just can't bring myself into Mila's room and other days I just can't seem to stay out.

It funny with all the crazyness going on this feels like the only happy room in the house.
I just wish I knew something,anything,

Rob has been working around the clock and I think I have finally narrowed down my choice for the kitchen walls.

Now if It would only stop raining I might actually be able to start painting.

I am so agitated lately my emotions are all over the place.
Well almost 7 months down ....TBC...................

xoxo D

Secret Pal Reveal...and 6 Month LID...

Well the 1st Round of secret pal is over and it was alot of fun.
I had the pleasure of spoiling Robin.
And I was beyond spoiled by Andrea Y .

I haven't really had 5 minutes of down time since we moved into this house.
I Have seriously neglected this blog.
But I just can't seem to find enough time.

Referal's came in and everytime they do I can't wait to see all the little cuties.
And then no matter how hard I try to fight it .
the frustration and sadness takes over and i allow myself atleast 2 days a month to stand in Mila's room and cry.

It is so hard this never ending and continually growing wait.
Everytime It looks like we mark another milestone the timelines grow longer.
Maybe because my birthday just past or all
the crazyness of this year so far .

I just find it so hard to even talk to people anymore.....