Wow 13 Months & I feel like Crap......

I'm still alive!!!!

I don't have time to breathe let alone blog.

Thank You Secret Pal for the Box.

And for your friendship.....

RIP Mr. F...... You were a very nice man and a wonderful Father.

A......./ I am always here for you -te quiero mucho mi hermano.

I am desperately racing against time trying to finish off the 2ND floor off this house before winter kicks in but it has gotten to cold too fast,already.

I refiled all my paperwork and i am waiting to hear back from USCIS.

Still don't know if we are going away for the holidays or not?

OK I suck at writing in here.

I wish I could say that I am a-okay but that would be a lie.

This waiting and unknown is slowly unraveling me but i am trying like hell to stay busy so i don't think about it every day.

In the past 2 months my life has been filled with Sickness/Sadness/Surgery/Death.

I love you Rob with all that I am and all that I will Be.

Thank you for being my Rock Papi.

OK enough rambling.....................

Dee

1 Year ..........

Today Marks 1 year I have been logged in China.

And I still havent a clue as too how much longer we have to wait.

This really sucks I refuse to pretend otherwise...............

Dee

11 Months Lid Today.......

Well and it's 11 Months Down and more than I even care to think about to go.

It has been a really trying month and sometimes I have honestly just wanted it to ..................

I have really learned alot about the people around me.

I have also learned that sometimes a New Friend has the Power to Help you heal and can genuinely touch your heart.

Those are the things that I will take with me on this journey.

I do know that what ever doesn't kill you makes you stronger but some times you just have to leave the toxic people behind.

Well I'm off to the Hampton's for a few days and just in time.

I will be DTC 1 Year on 9/11 and it is a sad day for us.
And so it goes....................

xoxo Dee

10 Months LID.......

10 MONTHS DOWN ,

ONLY 20 MORE MONTHS TO GO..........TBC

I WOULD BE SAD BUT INSTEAD MY DAHLINK WONDERFUL BESTEST HUBBY IN ALL OF NEW YORK CITY IS TAKING ME AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS.
AND HE BOUGHT ME A NEW DRESS TO WEAR.

OOH LA LA HIS TASTE ROCKS.

BEST WISHES TO ALL MY FELLOW LID'ers

XOXO Dee

Ain't that the Truth.....

The ultimate source of peace in the family, the country, and the world is altruism.-

His Holiness the Dalai Lama

House Guests From Hell.....

Can someone I mean anyone Please tell these In laws to go Home.

I Love these People for Real I Do.

But they are just so exhausting and the things they say to me make me want to pull my hair out of my head.

The constant questions and b*tching and whining I mean I'm glad this is a vacation for them but it sure ain't for me and the hubby.

No matter what room i choose to escape in they find me .

I know that this wait plays such a major factor in my Life.

But I swear on all things sacred when they go to the Beach tomorrow I'm putting there belongings curbside and changing the locks.

There I said It "GO HOME"

Okay so I'm a little more twitchy than usual deal with it.

xoxo Dee (Annoyed in NY)

TICK TICK TICK.......

Today we are 9 Months LID and I stll have nothing to say.

I am NUMB and Angry beyond Words.......

But Not at You Babies ,Mommy will be alright I promise.

XOXO Dee