7 Months LID...................

Today Hubby decided it was time for me to dye the roots and took me to the hair salon.
I thought what a great way to forget for a moment how incredibly crazy things have been lately.

We had the most beautiful day we picked up lunch and had a picnic outside it was so hot yesterday it felt like 85.

When we got home i saw Mila's brown envelope sticking out of the mail box .
I had all but givin up on getting one and here it is go figure.

I was so happy i cried but then again lately depending on what day it is all you have to do is look at me and i cry.

Which me and Hubby find kind of odd because i am such a tough brooklyn girl i hardly ever cry.

I guess its the whole Mother's Day thing that has me an emotional mess.

I always think of Nico and remember how he would jump on my bed and yell wake up Mama you missin your mamma day Bfast me and Papi made.

Mother's Day has come to remind me of 3 Special Children.

Nico my First Son (Who I wasn't allowed to keep )
Peanut my First Daughter( I lost after a late term miscarraige)
And My Precious Mila Blue (Who is in China waiting to come home )

Rob has promised to distract me the way he always has.
Damn , I Love that Man.

So to all you Wonderful Mother's please have a very Special Day............

xoxo D